Thursday, October 19 @ 9:11 PM
i dono how 2 describe today...
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first, we've made up our mind not 2 go kbox n go 2 her hse 2 watch movie. we even planned e prog so thoroughly. but in e end, we disappoint her again. i dont blame her 4 being angry, she has e right to be. becos we disappoint her too many times alrdy. I rather u let it all out on me. scold or shout at me i dont mind.. but mayb ur too close 2 her so u naturally blamed her(?) actually she did thot of ur feelings n had a hard time considering. i believe no matter how i explain it will nt cease e anger in ur hrt. mayb becos we'r in diff class dat we tend 2 leave u out in sm things. but its nt lyk u hv a choice. she kept telling us 2 'ti liang' u n in order nt 2 make u feel left out smtimes, so i wanted 2 understand u more. n i believe u realise dat our f/s has went up by levels. but we still failed 2 tink of ur feelings smtimes. i don ask 4 ur forgiveness immediately, but i hope u will still rmb dat we'r always ur jie meis. others may nt lyk sm parts of u, but we accept dat part of u as who ur n will try 2 help u change. 2 me, ur a vv strong person but i can 2 e hurt of family or r/s. i jus hope u will still come 2 us 4 help or even a listening ear, n understand us.
sam, u have to learn to be strong always. never give up when u face problems. actually i was facing sm problems recently too n my jie said some words which really encourage me alot..
"tho i'll say he's nt worth ur time
but he alrdy took a place in ur little heart.
crying, feeling hurt and sad its all ok
so long as u can pick urself up
wipe ur tears, hv a big sunshine smile
breathe deeply, walk on
and dont look back.
tho i cant advise much but i can listen to you
time will pass n emotions/feelings may fade away,
jus b ready to embrace e future.
nxt yr will b a super duper stressful yr 4 u so enjoy dis holz 2 e fullest k?"
i hope this encourages u too. becos i've my jie, i'll walk on bravely. U mus do e same too.. ok? (:
